January...Life's goes on...

It has been a while since the last post...
I think I could always use this sentence as opening...hahahaha...
Hmm...I could only say that,I'm lost for recents...
I even don't know how could it be...

早就预料到...
不想发生的事情，已经慢慢实现着...
没说什么是因为我习惯了，我接受了，我知道了，而非我不关心。
一开始我真的会觉得心里不舒服，但是过了一阵子后我发觉我适应了。

 
Does it worth to spend so long time?
This is such a long journey...
It seems nothing worth,but I still keeping to behave like this.

 
越走，就觉得路越长。
越长的路，越走就越宽。
路越宽，使我越来越迷惘。

没度量，不善解，妒忌，任性和执著丑化了自己，
怎么办？
心理既猜不透，又是那么地邪恶。
好幼稚，好恐怖，好神经。

Maybe...It just maybe...
Maybe I've think too much.
Maybe I've done something wrong.
Maybe I've been abandoned.

Something I never mention doesn't means that I don't care.
While I just try to pretend I don't care.
You were actually hurting me by your body language.
Although you didn't sounds out,but I did feel and I did know what you tried to tell me through your own way.

Finally last night I got a chance to tell about a part of my problem.
This caused my eye swollen up in this morning,because last night my tears can't stop once came out until I felt very tired and fell asleep. (so worried when i saw my eye became swollen,because gonna out at 7.30am...XD )
I felt very relaxed after a talk.
It's so great.

 
Photo in 2010....Photograph by Nikon D5000.
 
When something was obviously shown,it's a signal to tell you what to do and what you should do.

太多的情感总是让人无法克制，再开朗的人都会有失控的时候。
放松的让自己任性一次，让压抑的心松弛一下。
 
终于，